if friends are people to laugh with and tell jokes... i have plenty

if friends are people who like you when ur fun and happy... i have plenty

if friends are people who like you to listen to their problems and their gossip.. i have plenty

if friends are people who are there when ur sad, hurt, and need a shoulder to cry on.. i dont have any

hmmmm i was looking for a smiley to describe my mood...i was thinking one of those... but also  and  and a bit of  and  and then i decided... no smiley describes this mood... so i wanted to describe it in words.... and this is basically what i came up with: eaaaaaarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhuhhhhhhyeyyyyyyya but then i figured a word like that wouldnt really mean anything to anyone else... and then i thought none of these entries do so what does it matter right? hmmm actually i think the mood is prolly just boredom... seeing as thats the only mood i write xanga entries in... ok well now that ive solved that mystery... im outtt later!

                                             <3  mememememe

soo basically... this is my first time getting bored since school started... so i thought i had better record it...

id catch you up on all the new things in my life... but wait... i havent had time for a life!!! but well swimming is fun and school is.. well school... and tonight our footballteam had like double digits of a score... like whoa! haha um sry guys.. i mean... great job! hmm other new things... well my arm is the size of a basketball...about... allergic reaction... yea got really bad this morning... prolly not a good thing... hmmn so im goin to that oar concert on the 18th with a few friends..who else is goin?? hmm ok writing this is not curing my boredom... and reading it is prolly not curing yours... but if you read it in time make sure to come visit me at work tomorrow..vtines~3-730 and call me cuz YES my phone IS working again!... well im out..PSATS brite'n early! yayay

heyy everyone... summers almost over and i thought id write another entry before i get wayy to busy to even think abt xangas... although right now i should be reading grapes of wrath... but yea im not so get over it ppl!

yea yesterday... my great aunte helene died.... i mean we had to kno it was coming even though we all said she would live forever... if anyone was ever truly ready i think she was... she lived a good long life...97 years... bowling and driving til she was 94... but is anyone ever truly ready.. i dont think so. and does anyone have 100% faith that there is a heaven and that they are destinede to go there? i mean i can hope and i can wish... but no matter how hard i try... i cant believe

sorry about the depressing entry... itll prolly be my last for a while too because between school work babysitting homework and swimming....well lets just say i wont have quite so much freetime... but leave me comments, aim me, visit my myspace and call!! lots of <3s

~valerie

welllllllllllll today has been my first super lazy day in a longggggggg time. my life has been a bit too busy lately all around... its scary to think about what its gunna be like when junior year starts... ahhhhhhhhh. im so not ready to be a junior. im not ready for anything.. i need like a year to myself as a hermit.. ohh well looks like thats not gunna happen. no hermit val... at least not now.. i think ill try it sometime tho.  oh god i have zero attention span right now... again im terrified of what its gunna be like when school starts... YIKES... hmm well who has lunch 6th?... movie class 8th... and nap time 9th??? I DO!

k thats enough writting for me

<3 valerie